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[sid] => 51738
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[aid] => mick
[title] => I Tried To Get Help...
[time] => 2004-06-13 14:23:14
[hometext] => Stop telling me I should look for help. I have. It's like trying to put a vase that's nothing but dust back together.
[bodytext] => Despite my intuition, I try and reach out for help. I see a shrink, I take some pills, I only cut when I'm beyond desperate. But still there is no hope for me. My soul will be forever disturbed. Many have tried. But none can understand my complex and challenging mind. I'm too twisted and defective to help you help me. I'm too broken for you to do it alone. It's so much easier to keep it all locked up tight inside. But I do what other people tell me to, I try to save myself. I go to others. I'd rather sit alone and die, all alone and cynical. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 168 [topic] => 61 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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