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[sid] => 51391
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => My Mistake
[time] => 2004-06-10 22:52:51
[hometext] => I have no knowledge of why I wrote this.. I guess I just have alot of pain I needed to get out.
[bodytext] => It's a rainy night tonight. I long to see you, but your no where around. The pain bottled up inside me is unbearable just ripping and thrashing inside of me. I cannot stand it any longer! I long to cut deep into my skin leave this world full of hate. You try to catch me as a fall, but you msis by an inch, maybe all along you where to far gone to notice what was happening inside of me. By pushing me to do this, you see me crash to the ground and tumble down this vast of a hill. Thinking oh god what have I done now as I roll down the hill. The world spinning, me leaving I hit the bottom of the hill. Everything goes black I hear the sounds of ragid breathing near me, I hear screams and cries. I wish to open my eyes, I can't the pain in my heart is holding me down. Everything is so unclear! I cry out wanting to come back, I made a mistake. I promised I wouldn't leave! I think as I try to make everything come into focus. I try to lift up my head and open my eyes, but I realize I'm about to die. I whimper at the thought. I have no knowledge of how I could do this to you. I promised you everything! I promised you I wouldn't leave.. I close my eyes and drift away, letting the cold current of death take me away. I wake up in a white room... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Lovely_4_Steve [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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