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[aid] => mick
[title] => Anymore
[time] => 2004-06-08 12:42:39
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[bodytext] => I am ashamed of who I am Cause the things you say In a certain way, I feel I have nothing to live for I’m doing my best but I just need to be alone Now I want to die I don’t want to cry I don’t want to try And why, Do you make me feel like that I don’t want to be me I don’t want to see Pain I cause everyone else And myself I’m not afraid, But I need the blade To take away the pain I feel I have nothing left Everyone hates me, they do Me too I’m nothing at all I’m nothing I’m a freak I’m disgisting I’m sick I am nothing. That’s how you make me feel Like this pain is just to real, To go on I wish I would die No one would cry, Why should I try Anymore I don’t want to be anything anymore I don’t want to live anymore You make me feel shame Like I’m the one to blame I don’t want to live anymore [comments] => 2 [counter] => 160 [topic] => 36 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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