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[title] => This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
[time] => 2004-06-08 03:29:45
[hometext] => This was his suicide letter...befire he shot hisself in the heart...It was all because of me
[bodytext] => Dear Family,
I'm writing cuz my lowsy life has come to an end. My bewildered mind has left me alone. And still the one girl I truly loved doesn't know how I feel....at least not now...It's my fault cuz I hadn't told her sooner. But she was everything, and meant everything to me!!! I don't want her becoming more depressed. especially cuz of me. She has this light around her, I swear if there were a blackout in someones life...she was there lighting it up again. If I had told her my feelings for her, I was afraid that the light around her would get dimmer and dimmer. So I know I was selfish and said ***** it I'll put the lights out of me...I have to say she was the most lovable person I have ever met, probably anyone who meets her can say that...I will hopefully see you all again one day! Hopefully not on my account. I would have done this so long ago. But I couldn't stand seeing her like that!!! But I stayed alive hoping she'd see everything she meant to me. Well I must do what was planned, please do not hate her for she did nothing wrong. I love Danielle, for she is the only one i love and will only love (well of course) I am not the only one with feelings for her so deep. There are many and will be many more to come. I will die with the image of me and her's last night spent together close to my heart. I will always love you guys... always...But I am doing this for me and only me. Please do not grieve over my god forsaken life... It was lived to it's full potential. I can't take this emotional pain any longer. Give this note to Danielle....(address was printed in the letter) I love you all...and lets hope god has forgiven all my bloody insecure sins. Lets hope I no longer feel isolated. And do not shed a tear for it will rain on you my ever so sorry tears. I hope that in the present future you find relief....I am sorry mom and dad...you gave me life...and I ended it...I'm sorry that I had no other way out...if I did...I'm sorry I was to blind to see...
Truly Yours,
Zack_________
05/04/04
Please Zack...I am sorry that your life ended...all because of me...I'm sorry I didnt realize your feelings for me...I'm sorry that when you and me grew up together I never asked how you felt...please just forgive me...I never meant to be so shallow...I never meant to see past you...you will always be remembered R.I.P.
Love,
Danielle
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This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
Contributed by
Living_In_My_Dream
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Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 03:29:45 AM in AEST
Topic:
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Dear Family,
I'm writing cuz my lowsy life has come to an end. My bewildered mind has left me alone. And still the one girl I truly loved doesn't know how I feel....at least not now...It's my fault cuz I hadn't told her sooner. But she was everything, and meant everything to me!!! I don't want her becoming more depressed. especially cuz of me. She has this light around her, I swear if there were a blackout in someones life...she was there lighting it up again. If I had told her my feelings for her, I was afraid that the light around her would get dimmer and dimmer. So I know I was selfish and said ***** it I'll put the lights out of me...I have to say she was the most lovable person I have ever met, probably anyone who meets her can say that...I will hopefully see you all again one day! Hopefully not on my account. I would have done this so long ago. But I couldn't stand seeing her like that!!! But I stayed alive hoping she'd see everything she meant to me. Well I must do what was planned, please do not hate her for she did nothing wrong. I love Danielle, for she is the only one i love and will only love (well of course) I am not the only one with feelings for her so deep. There are many and will be many more to come. I will die with the image of me and her's last night spent together close to my heart. I will always love you guys... always...But I am doing this for me and only me. Please do not grieve over my god forsaken life... It was lived to it's full potential. I can't take this emotional pain any longer. Give this note to Danielle....(address was printed in the letter) I love you all...and lets hope god has forgiven all my bloody insecure sins. Lets hope I no longer feel isolated. And do not shed a tear for it will rain on you my ever so sorry tears. I hope that in the present future you find relief....I am sorry mom and dad...you gave me life...and I ended it...I'm sorry that I had no other way out...if I did...I'm sorry I was to blind to see...
Truly Yours,
Zack_________
05/04/04
Please Zack...I am sorry that your life ended...all because of me...I'm sorry I didnt realize your feelings for me...I'm sorry that when you and me grew up together I never asked how you felt...please just forgive me...I never meant to be so shallow...I never meant to see past you...you will always be remembered R.I.P.
Love,
Danielle
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by emystar on
Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 04:35:35 AM AEST
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this is heart breaking but please don't blame yourself. I'm so sorry for your loss and now an angel he's by your side as nothing can seperate us from the luv of god, not death, not principalities, Nauda, Nothing!
this one thing I'm sure of. I think I remember reading him. will go back and read.
I know u-n-the family are heart broken but
he magnafied beauty in you'll with his words of passion to you all.
I don't recommend suicide but I can understand fellings of being lost and alone.
Never blame yourselves again!
I'm so sorry and i don't prtend to understand who decides if the trigger will fail or not. I have no answer for that but I know but for the grace of God and a good Dr. this could have been me.
U all have my thoughts, prayers, heart, luv,
emystar@msn.com
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by emystar on
Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 04:36:18 AM AEST
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this is heart breaking but please don't blame yourself. I'm so sorry for your loss and now an angel he's by your side as nothing can seperate us from the luv of god, not death, not principalities, Nauda, Nothing!
this one thing I'm sure of. I think I remember reading him. will go back and read.
I know u-n-the family are heart broken but
he magnafied beauty in you'll with his words of passion to you all.
I don't recommend suicide but I can understand fellings of being lost and alone.
Never blame yourselves again!
I'm so sorry and i don't prtend to understand who decides if the trigger will fail or not. I have no answer for that but I know but for the grace of God and a good Dr. this could have been me.
U all have my thoughts, prayers, heart, luv,
emystar@msn.com
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by pixie on
Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 05:05:17 AM AEST
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Yes this is heart breaking, but you musnt ever blame yourself ..........if you ever need a friend look no further than me and the others on the forum
takecare and hugs
Pixie xx
I thought the poem was really good tho, just a shame a great piece of writing had to come froma tragedy...
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by Daniela_Maria_Violin on
Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 06:06:40 AM AEST
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*tears*
Hang in there Danielle, I don't know you but I feel your pain. Just please don't blame yourself.
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by Korax on
Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 10:32:07 AM AEST
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| Dont know what to say....the words from the Crow Spring to mind "When the people we love are stolen from us the only way to have them live on is to never stop loving them, buildings burn, people die. but real love is forever". |
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by rugby_player on
Tuesday, 8th June 2004 @ 03:16:25 PM AEST
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| This hits home for me. I have thought about suicide. Who knows maybe the world would be better with out me..If not at least one less drunk. I know you think my writing is good but, after you going through all that you have..You put more heart into it. Never think for one minute your stuff isn't good. |
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Re: This Was His Last Letter, His Last Tear Fell
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by holderofthestone on
Wednesday, 9th June 2004 @ 12:38:38 AM AEST
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| very sad, some times people dont think about the ones left behind. thanks you for sharing and I agree dont blame yourself. Hope your ok. |
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