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[aid] => mick
[title] => Refugee from reality
[time] => 2004-06-07 03:54:08
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[bodytext] => Torn in two because of you lost in thought but nothings new. Why come here(?) to question me... I'm just a refugee from reality. Simplistic endurance every inch of occurence All involved in chance, like the flipping of a coin. When something is too dark... we erase it from our memory (it is still there, the imprint is still there) We reject what we cannot accept, like these feelings of desperation like being filth, broken on the floor, vulnerable and open, nothing changes much, feeling... open and worthless, as useful as a solar powered torch... I cannot draw it all away, cannot be lost inside a book... I cannot cut or smoke it all away, choke down the chemical. I cannot laugh it all away, you see through transparent smiles... I cannot scratch it all away, no inner pain confiding, so I'll just sit here through the day, inner screaming, hiding. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 48 [informant] => broken-glass [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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