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[sid] => 50756
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => i didn't ask for this
[time] => 2004-06-06 22:04:25
[hometext] => ...
[bodytext] => so many people have called me selfish because i cannot continue they've told how this will hurt the people who love me and how i'll break their hearts how expensive funerals are and how i know my family will try to give me the very best but i didn't ask them to love me i didn't ask them to have me and they're the ones who put me here this pain i didn't create who would want such fear who would want nightmares every night who would choose to slowly decay every ***** day they brought this on me so who cares if it makes them cry but i didn't ask them to love me i didn't ask them to have me and they're the ones who put me here and so many people say that i'm so cruel that i should love them and i did love some of them but those were the ones who died and this isn't my fault you can't pin this on me because like grandaddy always said never love something that can't love you back but i didn't ask them to love me i didn't ask them to have me and they're the ones who put me here so i'm gonna go back to the ones who i loved the ones who didn't care who i was the ones who loved me anyways the ones who said you're perfect just how you are and no, damn it, i am not selfish because it wasn't me who asked for this [comments] => 1 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 36 [informant] => InnerBeautyQueen [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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