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[sid] => 50212
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Struggling in the Night
[time] => 2004-06-03 07:28:37
[hometext] => This is waht happened to me last night. I'll try to hang in there, but I'm not doing so well... :-/
[bodytext] => On the verge of suicide,
nothing's holding me here.
Lying in my bed,
waiting for everything to end.
I'm hurting so bad and
trying so hard to survive,
that my body's shaking and
I'm trying to scream,
but nothing comes out.
All I can think is
"The knife is in the kitchen.
You can do it right
this time. Just DO IT!"
But I try to force myself to
block it out,
even though it's screaming in my ears,
playing over and over
in my brain
until it's all I can hear or think.
Cutting doesn't help,
writing doesn't take away the pain.
All there is is suicide.
Death is no big deal,
just another part of life.
The end of it.
No more stupid people's chatter.
[comments] => 8
[counter] => 199
[topic] => 36
[informant] => WorthlesSanity666
[notes] =>
[ihome] => 0
[alanguage] => english
[acomm] => 0
[haspoll] => 0
[pollID] => 0
[score] => 25
[ratings] => 5
[editpoem] => 1
[associated] =>
[topicname] => Suicide
)
Struggling in the Night
Contributed by
WorthlesSanity666
on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 07:28:37 AM in AEST
Topic:
Suicide
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On the verge of suicide,
nothing's holding me here.
Lying in my bed,
waiting for everything to end.
I'm hurting so bad and
trying so hard to survive,
that my body's shaking and
I'm trying to scream,
but nothing comes out.
All I can think is
"The knife is in the kitchen.
You can do it right
this time. Just DO IT!"
But I try to force myself to
block it out,
even though it's screaming in my ears,
playing over and over
in my brain
until it's all I can hear or think.
Cutting doesn't help,
writing doesn't take away the pain.
All there is is suicide.
Death is no big deal,
just another part of life.
The end of it.
No more stupid people's chatter.
Copyright ©
WorthlesSanity666
... [
2004-06-03 07:28:37]
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by Luinil on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 07:47:05 AM AEST
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| i'm sorry you're going through this. i know how you feel, and you're right nothing really helps. i hope you can find something that will help you... don't give in |
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by Princesaazul16 on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 08:00:34 AM AEST
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Hang in there. I understand how you feel. If you need to talk..I'm here..
~Stace~ |
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by desire on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 09:34:55 AM AEST
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| i gave this 5 stars because of its realness and pain that you have ...let me say that life is a bit** but always know someone else is going through far worse..you will not be only hurting yourself but those who love you...dont give people so much power in your life that you want to even contemplate such a thing..take the power from them and live your own life according to your rules and remember everyone has something to say.. a good go straight to hell will shut them up...you are your own worse enemy when you have these thoughts and the devil wins yet another soul............take your control...love you enough to as God for help and you will survive all that you think you cannot....all things are possible....stay blessed and know you are loved in this life..................desire |
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by Rhei76 on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 10:02:00 AM AEST
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Hey honey,
I know there's two sides to every story, Three hundred and sixty degrees of a copass, and pie is 3.14something. What I'm trying to say is there is always more than what meets the eye. I know it's not comforting but like Maynard said "everyone will have their day to die." Sweetheart, like he said "Pain is an illusion." You have not to lose what you have but find a way to "look at it in a different light from a different angle so you can see it again maybe for the first time."
So beautiful you know I try to understand. Thinking I've been there befor. But I know you are you and 've never worn your shoes. So the best I can do is tell you it would be a tradgedy to me. I pray for you girl. If you need send me a private message. we can talk. Please be careful today.
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by pixie on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 11:16:08 AM AEST
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I am so sorry that you are going through all this at the moment, I am here also if you ever need a friend or a shoulder to cry on, I was once where you are, so can relate on a personal level. But you have the strength, I can see it in your writing , you are brave to be able to express this, hang in there...............
You have a great talent for writing, takecare and try and think positive
pixie xx |
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by shorty_52 on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 02:40:16 PM AEST
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that sux. it'll get better soon. hang in there if u want to talk to sum1 i'm here for u.
~allyson~ |
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by Nightseer63 on
Thursday, 3rd June 2004 @ 02:48:40 PM AEST
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I'm a strong belever in coming back, reincarnation, you know-repeating lifetimes until you get it right.
There have been very dark times in my life with my health (over and done) and with being terrified (Bad, long, periods of being with the wrong people), and with not wanting to be here. I stay because I know if I refuse to learn the lessons of life, I'll be back... and also, I stay because other people need me here, and every person has someone who loves them.
Love & Light,
Nightseer63 |
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Re: Struggling in the Night
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by Saitou-sama on
Friday, 4th June 2004 @ 09:42:04 PM AEST
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| ::hugs:: |
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