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[sid] => 50166
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Failure
[time] => 2004-06-02 20:23:44
[hometext] => please comment, intrested to hear off people.
[bodytext] => Alone I sit, eyes wide open, cold and scared, my mind drifts, sways to a place, warm and bright filled with happiness and love, SNAP! back again, reality, dull and drab, damp, slow breath, the slow, pounding, of my heart beats against my ribs, shaking, fingers twitch with anticipation, heart beats faster, it will be over, I see my table layed bottles of drink - my posion stashes of pills - my saviour together they will complete me, save me from myself, I write down my last words, you are reading now, heart forgets to pump, miss a beat I take them quick, followed by drink. spaced out, my existance is bleack, fading now, slowing down, time, ticking, counting tocs, eyes glazed, pupils big, world turning grey, my tourture is over, life - complete, a complete failure. + nail-to-the-head + [comments] => 4 [counter] => 146 [topic] => 36 [informant] => nail-to-the-head [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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