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[sid] => 50018
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Shut Down
[time] => 2004-06-01 17:54:04
[hometext] => this what ive been trying to do for the past while, not die, just pause my life, and let it all pass by
[bodytext] => mute i cannot speak no words to form for me to speak its a useless hope of mine i form words that no one can hear you have blocked my voice out of you minds out of your heads so you cant hear me cry im just so useless i cant be heard if i try ill just be told down put down again and again maybe if i stopped being just gave up all together you wouldnt see me as i go you would hear me cry my silent life into your ears you cant hear me dead to you im dead to you to all of you i dont exist im just no one a nobody a freak so no one would mind if i shut myself up just closed off all my motions shut down and shut off my system of faliure so this is what ill do shut up shut down mute and dead dead to you dead to the world sut off this system of mine that gose down throught a tunnel this spirling system of faliure and misery just shut it off fick the switch and watch my moniter of a life fade into and endless blackness deeper ever deeper and no one will notice and no one will care just shut down no words to form i cannot speak mute [comments] => 3 [counter] => 163 [topic] => 36 [informant] => TwEeK [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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