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[aid] => mick
[title] => Will I still want you
[time] => 2004-05-31 14:22:56
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[bodytext] => Since you’ve been gone I can’t get you out of my head After all the pain I’ve suffered why can’t I just forget you and move on? Why did you make me feel so special and wanted if all you were gonna do was break my heart? You stole it so long ago and still have it to this day But you have broken it into pieces, it is no longer the same I used to think of you and smile, I was so proud of you for the things you do Now when I hear your name or see your picture I break into tears Seeing you reminds me of all the love and moments we shared As well as all the pain and heartache I have endured. So I sit in bed now, late at night and cry Thousands of questions race through my mind Did you really love me? Did you really care? Or was it just a game? A cruel game of testing my limits and emotions There was once a time I would’ve done just about anything for you But times have changed, as have you I’m trying to move on But how can I move on when I still dream about you when I go to sleep? All those “what ifs” that I know will never again happen All those memories replaying in my mind at the sound of your name Did you really want to hurt me and bring me so much pain? Did you know that you still have my heart in the palm of your hands? Juggling with my heart, playing with my emotions My heart still belongs to you, but I don’t think you care You had your change at something amazing But you screwed it up the minute you walked onto that plane You proved to be weak minded to be able to be changed so easily Not able to take responsibility for your actions and apologize for the pain you afflicted on me But I don’t want your apology now Forget it, it’s in the past, its no good to me now I don’t want your sympathy what’s done is done You have become a different person who I don’t even know anymore, nor do I want to I don’t want you back unless it’s the old you The guy I fell in love with and am still in love with The guy who means the world to me The guy who made me feel so many emotions with just a single kiss or smile The guy who left behind everything and everyone he knew to serve his country The guy who fights for my freedom along with yours So until you come back Until you become the man I once knew Let me be Let me move on with my life if you don’t want me Let me be happy with someone who will treat me how I deserve to be treated Let me feel love once more because I’m tired of pain, I’m tired of tears Please just give me my heart back! So I can move on with my life whether it be with or without you I’m tired of the tears and the heartache I’m tired of waiting for you to come back to me I’m not gonna wait around forever Till you finally realize what you used to have I’ve waited long enough already for you If and when you come back around I may not want you back I might have moved on with life finally Moved on without you I used to want you But if you ever come back in my life Will I still want you? I will always love you I will never forget you But will I take you back when you realize your mistake of letting me go? Will I still want you then? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 24 [informant] => fastpitchqt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LoveRemembered )
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