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[sid] => 48795
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[aid] => mick
[title] => All my love...
[time] => 2004-05-23 13:31:10
[hometext] => I wrote this a little while after Handsome Charlie and I got together. It's about me feeling like I'm never good enough for him. I found it so hard to open up and let him in. I still feel like I'm not enough even after almost 3 years of being with him.
[bodytext] => It's the fear again. Mind without a voice, Unspoken. These thoughts die A slow, silent death, Unsure of origin, Unsettled And not at peace with themselves. I equals own worst enemy. An equation fighting The addition of you When you are worth more Than a surplus of me. And I am an open wound That words, salted, Stretch wide and rub immerse themselves in. It's a past, It's the 'never good enough' theory Held by too many, It's the way I view, Impaired, Myself. And I hold myself down While you take your place On the pedastal I've erected in honour. I have no words now To say But there is more in my heart for you Than you know. Never a brave soul Have I been. My tongue and fear Finding each other in the darkness, Chasing me into... Messed up and frightened. One day...One day I hope to speak, Unabashedly, Free flow, Free fall And offer you my truths As well as all my love. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 201 [topic] => 2 [informant] => reilt [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 15 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LovePoetry )
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