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[title] => Tracing The Source
[time] => 2004-05-21 19:48:38
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[bodytext] => I'm gunna write a list Go through it piece by piece Maybe then at least I'll come up with a diagnosis Something to trace the sources Then find out how to cure this It all started when I was little I would hide under my pillow Trying to escape sizzle My brain would make when it was quite I found out I couldn’t fight it So I tried my best to disguise it The whispered thoughts inside my skull Back then I couldn’t tell I didn’t know I wasn’t well It was just something I had to deal with So I learned how to suppress And at the age of 8 I was depressed My house was full of people Even when I was in plain view All I felt was see through Fast-forward several years Mastered how to hold my tears Didn’t give a damn about my fears I ceased to be afraid I was a walking hand grenade Yet never showing any rage Walking without direction Eyes closed through intersections Overlooking every blessing Friends and family all seemed distant For these thoughts I had resentment I don’t know where my soul went It didn’t feel like it was with me It just decided one day to leave And I felt so incomplete I am adjusted to know the truth I’ve been shown it through my youth Discard the points that are moot Truth and depression walk hand in hand That’s something I understand That’s why I am the way I am You cannot show me different This is exactly how my life went This is how my time’s spent This is not an assumption This is what went on The case to all my problems I look at most the world And how it’s all unfurled And I can see by who it’s ruled But this is not your problem I the one whose has got them And its up to me to solve them I am not a charity case I am not here for you to save That is not your place. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 174 [topic] => 32 [informant] => kore [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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