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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => That WAS Some BAD Trip...
[time] => 2004-05-19 12:20:10
[hometext] => All i did was cut myself last night. i think this is what happened, but my thoughts about it are a little hazy. nothing like ths has ever happned before. i'm really scared now, that it will happen again!
[bodytext] => I don’t know how much blood I lost. I just know my head was beaten, and lost. I felt so cold. I just fell on the floor. I might have fainted or I was sleeping, but I’m not sure. I had some dark nightmares, which filled me with fear. Then they went, and happy memories appeared. I think they were flash-backs; they went straight over my past. They made me wake, finally, at last! I hadn’t taken drugs, I’d only cut my skin. But it was some bad trip; I don’t want to go there again! I got up, got undressed, got into bed. I felt cold and shaking, and sore in my head. Laura’s voice went round and round. She worried about me, but she can’t help me now… I woke up this morning, feeling so tired! With a darker pain, i'd suddenly acquired. I don’t know why this thing happened. But I did, and I’m feeling opened! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 65 [informant] => deathdrop [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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