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[sid] => 48093
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => What I thought
[time] => 2004-05-18 15:37:50
[hometext] => This poem is for this one boyfriend i had that took advantage of me but i am back on my feet now and all these boys that try to play me...You can't play a player
[bodytext] => When I first met you, i thought you were the one. Little did I know the drama had just begun. I thought the first few months were really bliss, yet still in those same months we didn't even kiss. When we first met, it felt so perfect I thought that it was something that I would regret, But this relationship was the worst yet, I thought you were the one I'd actually spend my life with But all you did was neglect me, You neglected me in the worst ways I could think of. i am really hurt by the way you treated me When I wanted you, you were never near, So i just said it wuz because you didn't care. While you were treating me as if I dindn't matter that wuz when I was fed up and couldn't take any more I knew that I needed something new You think I can't get hurt but I can. When I asked you what was the solution You blew me off andsaid you couldn't talk. I don't think you know how much it hurts to be in a relationship and trying to make it work. The love I have for you is so great you accusing me makes me weak. sometimes I sit back and reminisce on the first time you started acting like this. I called you and asked if I should stop calling you Your attitude said "It's up to you!" When I see you now it's like the drama nevre ends worst of all whenever you see me hanging with ma friends, but anyways I still can't get used to the bullsh!t you're giving me. You're breaking my herat, Oh boy can't you see. I have really gotten to see the new you, the real you Well you really had me fooled; 'Cuz I really thought you were actually cool. I am sorry this is happening 'cuz I can't eat, sleep or sh!t because I am constantly thinking of your bullsh!t. I'm not able to do nothing without thinking of you I cannot believe that things are going to end this way, I'm at a lost of words to say. Life without you would be great, but A life with you would be even greater [comments] => 2 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 32 [informant] => Missy_7290 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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