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The nice person that the rest of the world saw, I could not see,
She was masked and hidden by hate and inner rage,
Kept from my view, locked away inside a cage.

When I looked in the mirror I hated what was looking back,
Feelings surrounded me all morbid and black,
I wanted the reflection to disappear,
So that no-one could see she was vulnerable and possessed fear.

To run the blade across my naked skin was a relief,
To punish myself, was my only belief,
I was on a self-destructing mission,
Only to the blade or alcohol would I listen.

I remember trying to end it all,
Feeling so helpless and oh so small,
Alone in this world, depressed and ashamed,
I was just so numb, my emotions all drained.

But I can look back on all that now,
I survived my past, my depression somehow,
Although everyday is still a struggle,
But as the days tick over ,my heads less of a muddle.

I am able to now look into a mirror,
Without feeling anger and that awful shiver,
My scars are now healing, but there’ll always be visible,
To remind me that once upon a time I was miserable.
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Out Of Darkness Comes Light

Contributed by pixie on Friday, 14th May 2004 @ 05:19:21 PM in AEST
Topic: EmotionalPoetry



The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do is accept me for me,
The nice person that the rest of the world saw, I could not see,
She was masked and hidden by hate and inner rage,
Kept from my view, locked away inside a cage.

When I looked in the mirror I hated what was looking back,
Feelings surrounded me all morbid and black,
I wanted the reflection to disappear,
So that no-one could see she was vulnerable and possessed fear.

To run the blade across my naked skin was a relief,
To punish myself, was my only belief,
I was on a self-destructing mission,
Only to the blade or alcohol would I listen.

I remember trying to end it all,
Feeling so helpless and oh so small,
Alone in this world, depressed and ashamed,
I was just so numb, my emotions all drained.

But I can look back on all that now,
I survived my past, my depression somehow,
Although everyday is still a struggle,
But as the days tick over ,my heads less of a muddle.

I am able to now look into a mirror,
Without feeling anger and that awful shiver,
My scars are now healing, but there’ll always be visible,
To remind me that once upon a time I was miserable.




Copyright © pixie ... [ 2004-05-14 17:19:21]
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Re: Out Of Darkness Comes Light (User Rating: 1 )
by Jenni_K on Friday, 14th May 2004 @ 05:28:35 PM AEST
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Good write, Pixie..I'm glad you're out of the woods.... this was a lovely write...
Jenni


Re: Out Of Darkness Comes Light (User Rating: 1 )
by ShadowDaughter on Friday, 14th May 2004 @ 05:54:15 PM AEST
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Nicely done . . . and congrats on overcoming it :-). With vivid imagery, great metaphor, and well-chosen words you paint beautifully exactly how self-hatred and depression feel . . . great job and congratulations again.

--Nora


Re: Out Of Darkness Comes Light (User Rating: 1 )
by Winter_Mist2004 on Friday, 14th May 2004 @ 06:25:04 PM AEST
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Wow....wow....I'm happy that your over that phase. Very good poem, very powerful. Keep writting.

~Winter_Mist


Re: Out Of Darkness Comes Light (User Rating: 1 )
by Broken_Skin on Saturday, 15th May 2004 @ 06:18:45 AM AEST
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reading your poetry has scared me so much im crying. i thought this other poet on the site knew how i was feeling, but it seems that you've gone through it,and come out great on the other side. why did you email me?


Re: Out Of Darkness Comes Light (User Rating: 1 )
by Beautifully-Imperfect on Wednesday, 1st September 2010 @ 01:44:39 AM AEST
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Hits the spot, you did very well.




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