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[sid] => 46839
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => suicidal soul
[time] => 2004-05-09 21:44:24
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => Right now i feel my life is not worth living anymore. I feel like crying but the tears wont come... I feel like pounding something but i cant draw the strength. I feel like killing something but i cannot find the courage. I feel like dieing but i cannot draw the blade with confidence. I feel like having fun but i cannot do so because the world wont let me. I feel like having a heart but i cant draw the compassion... I feel like caring but cannot come with an untortured spirit. Im depressed, enraged, and crazed right now. I want to kill, slash, and burn my life of crying out. I will die not of the natural but of the blade i drew.. My blood will flow from the veigns of me, cut and dead I lay [comments] => 2 [counter] => 200 [topic] => 36 [informant] => vampyrekiss [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 12 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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