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[title] => The Way Im Thought OF
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[bodytext] => Why Do i Always Feel This Way All alone each and every day Feeling Hated, Rejected Dissconected from the world Disgusting and Question Why Do I let their words hurt me? Suicidal and Fight all Wondering why I try when everything keeps getting worse Confused and Used Everytime I trust someone I always end up hurt. Annoying and Destroying What am I going to do, To stop what I'm going through Paranoid and Void Made fun of and Talked about Stupid and Ugly I hate myself so much Freak And Meak So much social anxiety Feared And Teared Crying almost every single night With my self hatred I fight just trying to make things right, trying to be normal Hated, Rejected Disgusting and Question Suicidal, Fight all Confused, Used Annoying, Destroying Paranoid, Void Stupid, Ugly Freak, Meak Feared, Teared Why cant I be like everyone else? Why am I Disgusted, Hate and Fight myself? Why cant I be Normal? Whats Normal? Why do I always feel like a freak? I cant be normal [comments] => 1 [counter] => 141 [topic] => 61 [informant] => willow_tara72002 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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