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[sid] => 45277
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Control
[time] => 2004-04-28 17:52:45
[hometext] => this is to do with something that happened to me when i was 4...
[bodytext] => Loading the guilt on myself, For years wondering what had happened. Why did it happen to me? It had to be my fault. I was bad, rotten, unpure. Punishment was my only option. Excruciating pain inside, scars outside. Control...Power...Manipulation... Was there any choice for me? Vulnerability...Fear...Naivety... A few minutes of pleasure, for a lifetime of depression. Empty, Numb, Worthless... Will this nightmare ever end? [comments] => 2 [counter] => 152 [topic] => 65 [informant] => diamond_tears [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => toughstuff )
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