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[aid] => mick
[title] => Abuse
[time] => 2004-04-27 10:17:40
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[bodytext] => Each night when darkness falls, I have my date, waiting silently, Next to a phone, that never makes a sound. Anticipating on you to make your move And give me some sign that I’m not alone. Can’t God respond to my cries? The worlds’ turned its back upon me, Closing the door in my face. No longer blocking the wind And blinding me with the sun. My life’s down to this, Where manic moods are too familiar. I can’t ask for help when there’s not a soul to listen. Silence is killing me and I think I’m going blind. For not a word is murmured And I can only see a closed door. That resembles everyone in my life That have left me far behind, Thrown me out into the night Not knowing what’s to come My life has come undone. Leave me now to cry about my worries. I shall never be free from life Or the life God has set out for me. There must have been a mix up cause I cannot handle this. And the alternatives are getting slim. Say good-bye to me, For the face will be seen no more [comments] => 1 [counter] => 235 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Fairy [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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