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[aid] => mick
[title] => My Name Is Melis
[time] => 2002-10-01 13:10:00
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[bodytext] => My name is Melis, how do yoiu do?
I’m really quite vain, so let me introduce Myself to you. I’m decent looking and still a youth; Tits too small, but nice firm bum; That’s the truth! I’m a clever girl and slim and tall; With some good career prospects; And that’s not all. When I'm good, I’ve got a lot to give; But it’s not needed, and I often feel I don’t want to live.. I’ve cut my arms but don’t do that now; When I look back I feel ashamed and think: Silly cow! But still I feel so empty and like I've built A wall to shut out life and protect me From crushing guilt. I’ve slept around and been called a slut; Like I have no self respect or pride; Partly true, but Sex isn’t the gateway to my heart; I’m not hung up about it at all; Just a functional part That sometimes gives pleasure, though often grief; Anyway, these days I take little interest; Mostly a relief. I know I’m just wandering in the dark; Aimlessly hoping that I’ll find love; Missing the mark. And always I make the same mistakes; Slide headlong down same old dead ends; Without brakes. As helpless as a moth caught in a flame; Or a groundhog girl, stuck frozen in time; How lame! [comments] => 2 [counter] => 186 [topic] => 32 [informant] => melis [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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