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[aid] => mick
[title] => knifepoint
[time] => 2002-09-29 08:50:00
[hometext] => a poem that i wrote just a few minutes ago about something deeply personal and horribly awful....
[bodytext] => i still don't know why it's okay to do this
listening to the subhumans and pressing the knife into the soft skin of my shoulder it hurts so bad to rip skin from shoulder scabs from wounds but i take joy in it i'm just screwed up like that it's been three and a half years for heaven's sake after a year and a half of therapy i've developed the comforting technique of lying on the outside smiling to my friends and slicing in the bedroom with my brother's knife everyone thinks i'm alright now since i put on a brave front and rarely let tears drip from my eyes there's a sick satisfaction in seeing the knifepoint partly tinged red with my blood MY BLOOD i become sickened what the hell was i thinking? leah told me..."don't cut and i won't" and if leah ever hurt herself because of me i'd never forgive myself and my shoulder is aching and my head is throbbing so i close up the knife and put it behind my tapes extreme noise terror, no doubt, iron lung, and killing joke... oh, how i wish this was a joke how close i come to killing myself with a little determination and this knifepoint [comments] => 4 [counter] => 208 [topic] => 13 [informant] => Blue [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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