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[aid] => mick
[title] => Livin' Life In Chaos
[time] => 2004-04-14 21:46:17
[hometext] => My thoughts to my dear... dear *adopted* niece... Leave comments plz b/c I want to give this to her... I want to know that it's good enuff! Thanks!
[bodytext] => My dear... dear niece That's what you'll always be to me I've been thinking about you... Quite alot lately... Don't know why... exactly... Maybe ... it's because I love you so... Well... who knows... God's love for you is real... Just as real... as God through me... can make it feel... He loves you so much.... as do I too... Because you're very special to me... Don't ask me why... 'Cause I know not the answer... These days... when I talk to you... I feel like I'm walking softly through your life Being ever so quiet... as not to make a sound Tiptoeing on the eggshells that are scattered all around Used to... I could talk to you with ease... Even used to tease... But life is not the same anymore... for you... for me I know... you say that your life is **** right now... 'Cause you're livin' life in chaos... You cannot leave... And yet... you cannot stay... You're ****** if you do... You're ****** if you don't Just livin' life in chaos... Is it really livin' at all? Livin' life this way... day after day Constantly wondering... "Was it something I've said?" "Was it something I've done?" "To make life this way so sudden..." My words often come tumbling out... As stumbling blocks laid in the path... That I repeatedly fall over quite alot... No... it's not you... not by a longshot... It's me... I don't know... Over the last year and a half... I've grown to love you very... very much Especially... when I see all that you're going through... I know... you're strong... I know... you'll handle it... You'll make it through... all life throws at you Even when life sometimes makes you blue You're right... What can I say to you? Nothing... I can say is going to make a whole lot of difference 'Cause you've got to stand on your own... And fight... No one can do it for you I can only be here.. To catch you if you stumble and fall I can only be here... To hold you... when upon me you call I can only be here... When you need a friend and have not one in the world To say... yes... you do... You have me... with the love of an aunt... To help you through To help you mend your broken heart... you carry around... Disguised as the heart of a clown One that carries a sad.. sad frown That may not be always visible... And hidden from the world... It's just smile that's disguised and just limping around I just want to... throw my arms about you... And hold you tight... And tell you that the choas you're livin' in life... Will one day soon subside... That the best life has to offer is yet to come... If you'll just hold on... Maybe this you already know... If by now... You've shed a tear or two... Know you're not alone... The teardrops have found my eyes too My dear... dear niece... I've been thinking about you... Quite alot lately... Don't know why... exactly... Since you've been livin' life in chaos... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 48 [informant] => kidpoet_213 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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