"You need to stop putting on that cutting
Show, Everyone already know"

I hear her speak that everyday
But Mother doesn't understand my way.
I feel like i trapped inside,
The cutting is what helps me to get out.
It makes me feel like im in control,
Then life no longer takes a toll.
Cutting and Cutting so the pain could
Stop,
But it seem like the more i cut
The more it's not.
I just need someone to say,
"Sweetie it will be okay".

I need your help Mother.
No i told you before help yourself,
No one can help you, if you can't help
Yourself."

When she says these words,
It really hurts,So i cut to make the pain
Go away, but the cutting makes me
Feel the same way.

So much hatred towards myself,
Why can't someone just see that i need some
Help.
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Need help Contributed by discantbelife on Tuesday, 13th April 2004 @ 03:58:16 PM in AEST Topic: selfstruggles So much hatred towards myself, Yet no one thinks i need help. "You need to stop putting on that cutting Show, Everyone already know" I hear her speak that everyday But Mother doesn't understand my way. I feel like i trapped inside, The cutting is what helps me to get out. It makes me feel like im in control, Then life no longer takes a toll. Cutting and Cutting so the pain could Stop, But it seem like the more i cut The more it's not. I just need someone to say, "Sweetie it will be okay". I need your help Mother. No i told you before help yourself, No one can help you, if you can't help Yourself." When she says these words, It really hurts,So i cut to make the pain Go away, but the cutting makes me Feel the same way. So much hatred towards myself, Why can't someone just see that i need some Help. Copyright © discantbelife ... [ 2004-04-13 15:58:16] (Date/Time posted on site) Advertisments: Previous Posted Poem         | |         Next Posted Poem

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Re: Need help (User Rating: 1 ) by poetrygodslove on Tuesday, 13th April 2004 @ 04:03:17 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) Do not i repeat do not give up on asking god to help you. you may think he is not listening. but he is and it might be through me. if you cant believe me then what will you believe when it comes in front of you? he loves you. lean on him. seek him. he will give you answers and help you if only you will let him be there. you cant say help me and then walk away. and still do what you want. you have to completely give up to him and then and only then he can help you. write me good write on your style. sandy

Re: Need help (User Rating: 1 ) by poetrygodslove on Tuesday, 13th April 2004 @ 04:03:24 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) Do not i repeat do not give up on asking god to help you. you may think he is not listening. but he is and it might be through me. if you cant believe me then what will you believe when it comes in front of you? he loves you. lean on him. seek him. he will give you answers and help you if only you will let him be there. you cant say help me and then walk away. and still do what you want. you have to completely give up to him and then and only then he can help you. write me good write on your style. sandy

Re: Need help (User Rating: 1 ) by GeorgeJamesDelgado on Tuesday, 13th April 2004 @ 04:13:17 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) Well written plea for help. Seek help at school, from a family member. Anyone that cares about you. I do! Great poem!

Re: Need help (User Rating: 1 ) by DoubleONate on Tuesday, 13th April 2004 @ 05:49:56 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) Nice poem, Although I dont know you from what I can tell all you want is some to be there for you and care for you, someone to be there for you in your times of need, you just have to try to be strong. Yes the road so far has been a bumpy one but If you keep going eventually that road will be smooth. Inflicting pain on yourself I think will just cause you to have scars that later you will regret but it will also help remember how you used to be, because by then you will have found that saving grace within yourself, dont ever give up cuz God will never give up on you!

Re: Need help (User Rating: 1 ) by niki on Wednesday, 14th April 2004 @ 02:11:00 AM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) "Sweetie it will be ok" i feel your pain more than what i like i've been there it will get better.if you want 2 talk you can email me or im me either 1. niki