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[aid] => mick
[title] => Forever Lost
[time] => 2004-04-12 20:18:22
[hometext] => a poem about my struggles with self-worth
[bodytext] => I can’t look in the mirror For fear of what I’ll see The reflection of a worthless girl Staring back at me Jesus said love everyone Am I included too I do not see how anyone Could love me as you do I have nothing to offer Not perfect, though I try But every time I let you down Leading to my question, “Why?” Why do you say you love me I feel broken and alone I hate myself in every way Yet compassion is all you’ve shown How can you look upon me As if I’ve done no wrong I can’t be in your presence Send me to hell where I belong I’ll never look you in the eye Because I feel such shame My spot in Heaven- forever lost And I’m the one to blame As my heart begins to cry My pillow becomes wet Until I finally fall asleep And these hellish thoughts forget [comments] => 1 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 32 [informant] => lizabeth283 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => SadPoetry )
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