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[sid] => 4269
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => attempt
[time] => 2002-09-25 19:40:00
[hometext] =>
[bodytext] => i bought a pack of razor blades, there was five inside
i don't know why i feel this way, like i always have to hide i've never had a one true love, i guess i'm not good enough i keep my feelings all inside, my friends think i'm tough i open the box, and press one to my skin the inner battle i fight, i don't think i can win its easier to just give up, take a cowards way out to die with something on my side, bot just whine and pout a tear rolls down my cheek, as i pull the blade away i just don't have the courage, maybe some other day this wouldn't be the first time, i have chickened out maybe i'll succeed one day, win this one little bout till then i'll go one hating life, never having fun and hey, who knows? maybe next time i'll try a gun [comments] => 1 [counter] => 234 [topic] => 36 [informant] => tamsin [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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