I prayed and prayed, and kept begging God
Please God don't take my baby away,
All of this just happened the other day.

I can't eat,
I'm really starting to hate myself
I can't think
I'm really starting to hate myself
I can't breathe, don't want to beathe
I'm really starting to hate myself.

I questioned suicide and maybe that
Would be the way, but i know i would
Never get to see God or my baby's face.
So i just try to hurt myself,
Trying to take the pain away.
God knows i'm dying,
Nothing is helping, not even the crying.

God, I took my baby away, and all this just
Happened to other day.
I'm so tored trying to find myself,
This is the most horrible pain,
Knowing that i lost my baby in vain.
God i'm begging you to take me away,
Just so i can see my baby's face.
I just want to hold her, and feel her so deep in my arms, love her and all her baby charm.

This was just the other day,
When i felt abortion was the only way

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Just the other day Contributed by discantbelife on Friday, 9th April 2004 @ 03:31:06 PM in AEST Topic: selfstruggles This was just the other day, When the abortion was the Answer that they would say. So i sat there and i cried, But no one heard me. I prayed and prayed, and kept begging God Please God don't take my baby away, All of this just happened the other day. I can't eat, I'm really starting to hate myself I can't think I'm really starting to hate myself I can't breathe, don't want to beathe I'm really starting to hate myself. I questioned suicide and maybe that Would be the way, but i know i would Never get to see God or my baby's face. So i just try to hurt myself, Trying to take the pain away. God knows i'm dying, Nothing is helping, not even the crying. God, I took my baby away, and all this just Happened to other day. I'm so tored trying to find myself, This is the most horrible pain, Knowing that i lost my baby in vain. God i'm begging you to take me away, Just so i can see my baby's face. I just want to hold her, and feel her so deep in my arms, love her and all her baby charm. This was just the other day, When i felt abortion was the only way Copyright © discantbelife ... [ 2004-04-09 15:31:06] (Date/Time posted on site) Advertisments: Previous Posted Poem         | |         Next Posted Poem

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Re: Just the other day (User Rating: 1 ) by waos on Thursday, 15th April 2004 @ 04:06:32 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) that is an amazing write...it made me so sad, and i could feel the pain inside of me...if i was a crying person it would have made me cry, or if i had been thru that i would have bawled... *hugs* stay strong, that was an amazing write. Keep it up.

Re: Just the other day (User Rating: 1 ) by MIZZ_SIMMONS on Sunday, 23rd May 2004 @ 04:21:06 PM AEST (User Info | Send a Message) I can fully relate to your poem. I know how hard it is to go through abortion. At first you feel there is no way out but to get an abortion then when it's all done u feel like dying. I had my abortion done not to long ago and I hate my self for it . I hope things get better for you in life and you become stronger as you go. PRAY. visit my pome SILENT BABY MIZZ_SIMMONS