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[aid] => mick
[title] => Realized
[time] => 2004-04-05 21:10:19
[hometext] => The girl I wrote this to responded with one word : Harsh
[bodytext] => Finally realized the meaning of what you said And never have I ever wished more than now to be dead You filled me with toxins that have poisoned my soul My life is spinning way out of control If there was a time to turn back it has past by I only want to finally allow myself to die Never a tear will be shed for me and now I know why I was never anything worthy, now that you can't deny You have always hated me for years you kept it in Not wanting to hurt someone who loved you more than his own kin Well I can now tell you hurt me for I no longer care I want to desecrate about everything I once held dear I am the only one that could save my dying soul I am the only one that cares where my soul will go I wrote songs for you but you never understood All of my songs for you did nothing that was good My time wasted for a love that did not love My life wasted for a girl who flew away like a dove She flew into my life and has left me drawing blood I sit here bleeding my life into this mud I feel no pain regret only confusion of whats ocurred Suddenly finding all my life has always been disturbed Loving no one, loving someone, then finding out the truth Loving no one is better than loving someone who hates you Finally realized the meaning of what you said And never have I ever wished more than now to be dead [comments] => 2 [counter] => 155 [topic] => 22 [informant] => poet_of_anger [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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