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[aid] => mick
[title] => Irrational Highs, Crazy Downs.
[time] => 2004-04-04 22:17:47
[hometext] => I have suffered from Bi-Polar disorder since I was 12, This is just another set of my thoughts on my swings in mood. Id appreciate comments but U dont have to.
[bodytext] => Life has its ups and downs, The ups create excitement, happiness, an overall glow to a person, The downs drive you crazy, like you are bogged in a hole, that’s impossible to get out of. My highs drive me crazy, with impulsive irrational ideas, Impossible goals and hideous plans of success, I thrive on my downs, to keep me safe from those insane thoughts that run so freely through my mind, at a hundred miles p/h, I grasp the sides of this hole that traps me inside, My body will not obey my order to pull my weight to the surface, So that I may reach the air that I so desperately need to breath, Before I am once again plunged back into deranged ideas of freedom, Freedom from myself. [comments] => 2 [counter] => 196 [topic] => 21 [informant] => 0o_Jelly_Bean_o0 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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