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[aid] => mick
[title] => The End of My Show (beautiful part V)
[time] => 2004-04-02 19:24:35
[hometext] => so yeah this revised i added a ton of lines.... and well yeah so i had to rerelease it again read the rest if you want more info
[bodytext] => March 21st The day my heart Got burnt Beautiful do you Realize the hurt Why won’t you call me Why won’t you see me I’m the one that’s hurt not you!!! What’d I ever do to you I tried to love you The best I could But you never loved me I wish you would… I let you know That I’ll always be there Why don’t you care… Why don’t you love me the same way… Beautiful I don’t wanna Live through the next day What cha trying to do to me… ***** this cursed memory What we had and the things we shared I only wish My heart had been spared All this pain and torment too Look into my eyes and listen too Beautiful It’s all because of you!!! I tried to do everything right My future never looked soo bright For the first time I tried to be a girls friend Being sweet and nice I’ll never do that again Look what it got me Listen this is what This experience taught me The joy lasts A little longer But the pain It’s a whole lot stonger For the first time I valued a girl for what she was A beautiful angel sent from above More than a body and more than a face My personal interaction with God’s grace More than a toy And more than a thing Simply put my every thing More than arm candy More than a call away Just to keep you handy More than an object just to be used More than anything I’m soo confused My every dream What’d I do… To make you turn away What don’t I have that you could ever need Why not me this is my plea Why’d we go through What we did Oh God… How I long to joke and kid But I can’t find the humor Neither later nor sooner Now probably never For richer I’ll always be poorer Alone all alone forever Till death do us part Whatever… Why’d you play with my heart… Beautiful You’re experiences teach you And this is what you learned You can’t trust anyone That’s why I got burned You’ve been hurt That’s why I cared for you Who would’ve ever thought You could dish it too Here’s my heart Broken as it is Put it on your shelf As a trophy to yourself Add it to your collection Sooner or later You’ll reach perfection At the art Of breaking hearts Right or wrong Your were my number one I obviously wasn’t That special to you If I was… These last few days Why’d I have to make it through Why’d we have what we had Just to make me soo sad And angry… More than just mad The purpose of my life A waste A monument to my effort Defaced My position in your life Replaced I used to think That there was a greater plan Is it my fault You can’t handle a true man I don’t know why Not even how I regret every minute Up till now Cause Wayne’s Straight up going insane People say you ain’t worth this But Beautiful Without you I’m worthless That’s why I take this gun Put it in my hand Place it too my head To prove that I’m a man Do what ya gotta do Just to make it through All this time It was all about you What about me… Who would have ever thought I have feelings too You hurt me deep But you’ll never know Cause this is the end Of my show The programs over The script is through Take this gun Pull the trigger It’s all on you Beautiful I had somebody To love and to hold It was worth twice It’s weight in gold Everybody has somebody The whole world … Will have somebody But me… I’ll never have nobody Cause I’ve reached my end ***** these games Between women and men Oh God… how heartbroken Over things That might have been I wish I didn’t think of you Every now and then The answer to my prayer And my most dreaded fear I only wish they both Hadn’t brought me here To this horrific night Caused by The best thing in my life You’re the greatest and the worst I love you but it hurts Forever and a day… Watch me as I walk away Beautiful Don’t take this the wrong way I’m sorry I said the things I say I’m sorry I just ruined your day I took my stand I’m a selfish man I’m sorry If you ever shed a tear On my behalf I wish I could take it back I let my feelings Get in the way Of our relationship I’m sorry I cared I’m sorry I fell I’m sorry I loved I’m sorry I don’t wanna be Another sad story That you tell I’m sorry If I hurt you back I’d die Rather than do that I’m sorry If I caused some pain Just forget me I’m just Wayne I’m sorry For the things I do Beautiful It’s all because I love you © Wayne Wende [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 22 [informant] => swiftsouljah [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => LostLove )
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