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[aid] => mick
[title] => unknown and alone
[time] => 2004-04-01 04:33:09
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[bodytext] => i walk alone in a twisted world cus no one else is here my dreams are visions of the past that have all but disappeared my voice has grown so weak that i can barely even speak and the past haunts me while i sleep you see me now through ice blue eyes you see me cry and ask if I'm fine i look away and you know I'm not inside i scream i scream in pain i scream in terror at a past i just cant leave you know my name you know what you see you know what i tell you but you don't know me you know when I'm hurting you know when I'm scared you know when I'm angry but you don't know me cus inside I'm screaming inside I'm cring inside I'm fighting against these demons of my past there's a part of me that's hidden locked deep inside this soul of mine there's a part of me that frighten a scared little child i want to talk but i don't know what to say and every time i start to its as if i lose my voice so i change the subject and keep my all my fears to myself at night while I'm sleeping my past comes back to haunt me and in my sleep i scream i smile now more than i use to i cry now not only on the inside i try to talk i can a little but there's still so many things i just cant remember unless I'm asleep i wake up sweating scared to death i wake up screaming and i don't know why it's as if I've lost some part of myself this child like image of me that's locked itself so deep inside and thrown away the key something happened long ago i can't remember i just don't know but it scared me so much i locked the memory away and it haunts me now while I'm asleep its the reason part of me is missing its the reason I'm not complete so you think you know but trust me you don't because there's a part of me i don't know myself you don't know my demons and you don't know me i walk alone in a twisted world cus no one else is here my dreams are visions of the past that have all but disappeared my voice has grown so weak that i can barely even speak and the past haunts me while i sleep [comments] => 1 [counter] => 167 [topic] => 13 [informant] => rain [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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