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[sid] => 41058
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Just Another Suicide
[time] => 2004-03-30 21:48:05
[hometext] => A desire to know if one really loves you is all I ever asked for
[bodytext] => walking through the meadows everything turned black lost and terrified I turned and saw you laughing I tried to run back my heart was terrorized I知 in desperation I tried to reach out and hold you I yelled and screamed but no one could hear me I tried to run but I couldn稚 move what is wrong with me what is wrong with me where am I this shade of black came closer and passed me up I fell to my knees and cried, cried my eyes out I saw an image of your face but you turned and cried or laughed I couldn稚 tell then I realized, realized I was dead I turned and lay flat on my face I wish I were there with you they値l all say it was just another suicide I never knew if you loved me you never really told me I wish I were alive if you only knew I got to my knees and staggered around trees and flowers were dying I must have traveled many miles but all the surroundings looked the same I looked up to the sky and saw you looking down on me you were crying, oh how you were crying I felt your tears oh how you were crying it felt like acid rain well I guess you loved me I値l never really know oh God how I知 so sorry if only I were alive [comments] => 1 [counter] => 180 [topic] => 36 [informant] => williamdye [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 45 [ratings] => 9 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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