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Array ( [sid] => 40419 [catid] => 1 [aid] => mick [title] => Sinking Sadness [time] => 2004-03-26 20:34:39 [hometext] => Nothing to say... read it. [bodytext] => My heart hurts so much,
it feels like
my chest is being
crushed...
each rip splintering and
cutting my insides.
I can’t even sleep,
though I would like
nothing more,
except perhaps to
make the pain go away.
There’s no way to
describe the pain I feel.
It hurts just to
think about it.
I’m slipping back to
suicide,
sinking once again into
depression.
All this talk of suicide is
what got me into this mess..
I’m caught in a trap...
They tell me to
tell them when
I feel these feelings,
but get freaked out when
I do.
I’m screaming and crying inside,
but I have to keep this
plastic smile on my face.
Will I ever get rid of this pain?
Will anyone EVER understand?
Will this ever stop?
I hate myself to
the point of self
destruction.
Do you know what
that feels like?
To want to punish yourself?
To want to cut yourself to
get the evilness out?
To feel like you caused so
many people so much pain
you just want to
cry and apologize?!?
I have to get through this...
I have to... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 151 [topic] => 61 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 5 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )

Sinking Sadness

Contributed by WorthlesSanity666 on Friday, 26th March 2004 @ 08:34:39 PM in AEST
Topic: selfstruggles

My heart hurts so much,
it feels like
my chest is being
crushed...
each rip splintering and
cutting my insides.
I can’t even sleep,
though I would like
nothing more,
except perhaps to
make the pain go away.
There’s no way to
describe the pain I feel.
It hurts just to
think about it.
I’m slipping back to
suicide,
sinking once again into
depression.
All this talk of suicide is
what got me into this mess..
I’m caught in a trap...
They tell me to
tell them when
I feel these feelings,
but get freaked out when
I do.
I’m screaming and crying inside,
but I have to keep this
plastic smile on my face.
Will I ever get rid of this pain?
Will anyone EVER understand?
Will this ever stop?
I hate myself to
the point of self
destruction.
Do you know what
that feels like?
To want to punish yourself?
To want to cut yourself to
get the evilness out?
To feel like you caused so
many people so much pain
you just want to
cry and apologize?!?
I have to get through this...
I have to...

Copyright Â© WorthlesSanity666 ... [ 2004-03-26 20:34:39]
(Date/Time posted on site)

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Re: Sinking Sadness (User Rating: 1 )
by STRaNGe_LiNDSeY on Friday, 26th March 2004 @ 08:38:20 PM AEST
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you will get through it... it will get better. even if you cant see that.

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