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[aid] => mick
[title] => In search of
[time] => 2004-03-26 16:33:47
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[bodytext] => steadily standing grasping for what i feel is right give into this hate inside living in this world of pain painted a new picture that makes me sick i know you will complete this work started within exposed by the light true colors ascend put down by my peers and my so called friends in my mind im just blind you got it all figured out while everyone is confused if i think for myself i guess im out of line with every word you poison my mental process negativity being the main substance with lifting hands ill stay in faith ill never be one of them i sit inside my wall of shame it could be my mind that's got me all choked up inside chains that bind together the things i want to change if i breathe too hard it'll turn into my mental illness fight the words in my head screaming i'm better off dead whatever demon your seeking you'll find i know i found mine burn the taste of all away no need to ask just where or when ill find myself again [comments] => 2 [counter] => 185 [topic] => 61 [informant] => neglected1 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => selfstruggles )
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