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[sid] => 40357
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => i want you near
[time] => 2004-03-26 12:01:47
[hometext] => plzz tell me what you think
[bodytext] => i want you near i could hear your voice that sounded so near but the words i could not make out the words which were spoken we not clear all i could do was shout visions of you started to appear in every direction i wanted you to be here so i could feel your affection all mixed feelings were running through my head everything words i heard kept being said i wanted to see and touch your face to do so i would do whatever it takes i kept calling out your name but everything remained the same no visions no words nothing my hand was out but it was touching nothing i fell to my knees and pleaded to come back i never wanted to lose you the same my tears proceeded i have no idea what to do everything went quiet nothing i could hear my hopes came back dispite what happened with all the tears there you were your face and smile tears began to flow while i watched you i missed you so much and its been a while so i had no idea what to do i just sat there crying and stunned now i wished i never took that gun what did i do what was i thinking my whole life was perfect now its sinking i had everything anyone wanted but i killed myself for no reason my heart at which i shot stopped but my soul is bleeding i just sat there doing nothing not against my will i now realized suicide kills more than one its kills all the fun for everyone [comments] => 0 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 21 [informant] => angelface2 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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