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[aid] => mick
[title] => To Whom It May Concern
[time] => 2004-03-24 22:51:36
[hometext] => Well this is very emotional for me. I cant let anyone that loves me read this, because then i will have to get help!
[bodytext] => To Whom It May Concern: I am sorry for all the pain I have caused everyone, you know I hate to lie. If you are reading this I must be dead, all because of my ED. Ever since February 2003 I have been Ana, and also I have been crying myself to sleep. I can't believe that I ruined my life because of my ED!! I really did not want to die, I just wanted to be skinny and achieve my goal. I guess, though, if you are reading this I have failed life, because I never, ever wanted to die. I started being mia around January 2004. -Mom and Dad-Remember all of those times I would go into the kitchen, sometimes get food and sometimes not, that was all to hide my ED. I am very, very much living my life for the ED, and despite everything I don’t want to stop. At the time of writing this, February 24, 2004, I weigh 100lbs, I’m 5”1’, my BMI is 18.something, and I am only allowed 500 calories a day at the max. I can only go up to 500 if I exercise for at least 3 hours though. If I don’t do the exercise, or if I don’t purge, then I can only have 250 calories a day. My life is a living hell, and no one even knows. I love all of you. Bye. Sarah Marie Bumgardner (November 4, 1988- ) [comments] => 2 [counter] => 258 [topic] => 52 [informant] => perfection [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => goodbyepoetry )
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