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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Alone Again
[time] => 2004-03-23 10:51:04
[hometext] => Do I not lead the perfect life? All I have to say is this: appearances can be deceiving.
[bodytext] => Gut-wrenching sorrow, heart-breaking pain. Will this hurt never go away? Must I live with it day after day? Would it really kill you to listen to what I have to say? Why am I the one to whom it must befall? How is it that I got stuck here at all? Know what I need? A bullet to my brain. No matter how loud I cry, or how right I am. Why is it that I still give a damn?! Normally I wouldn’t. But to ignore it now… I couldn’t. Slipping, I am slipping, don’t feel stable inside my membrane. And I will fade, fade away. Maybe tomorrow, if not today. Would it really kill you to listen to what I have to say? Let my tears come forth, just let them pour. Why did I think you offered more? So leave me to die here, alone again. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 381 [topic] => 64 [informant] => Dark_Mistress [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 6 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => ambiguous )
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