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[sid] => 39856
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Ever A Time
[time] => 2004-03-22 23:53:58
[hometext] => all poems i write are related one way or another to alzheimers, a tragedy all need to be aware of
[bodytext] => do we have a chance to regain all that we ever were can you pick up broken pieces and make life whole again tell me can we ever return to the way things were before can you tell me yes to any question then maybe just maybe was there ever a time we wished things were different i find myself dreaming alot of what ifs if only if only life is not kind to what ifs in fact its downright cruel so i ask myself again is there anything life does approve of my answer again is not nice i sigh and think better of it was there ever a time we wished things were different i know they cant help themselves and its all alzheimers fault but its hard to not react when its their voice saying things and it sure looks like my mom making my life into dantes inferno please explain how i can control my temper against this demon was there ever a time we wished things were different my life has become a battleground in three short years with her the first year wasnt bad and we enjoyed our company togerher the second year was the beginning of the war with alzheimers the year the war became intense i wont continue this anymore was thre ever a time we wished things were different [comments] => 1 [counter] => 150 [topic] => 39 [informant] => maryetta [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Grief )
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