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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Don't Want To
[time] => 2004-03-19 23:47:16
[hometext] => About not wanting to love someone. God, I hate it.
[bodytext] => Why do you plague my dreams? I simply want to scream You haunt my every thought A nightmare that I've wrought From knowing you From breathing you I don't want to love you I'm not that kind of person I'm positive, I'm certain I want to love you But I refuse To desire you To lust for you I don't want to love you I'm not the kind for your affection But you're smile comes undbidden And I don't want it to 'Cause I'll get lost in you To breathe you To please you I don't want to love you Say that you hate me Beat me, twist me, break me So that I will loathe, That my hate shall impose, My want of you The taunt of you I don't want to love you I tell myself I don't I tell myself I won't Say that I don't lust But my lies I cannot trust To scream at me To lie to me I don't want to love you [comments] => 1 [counter] => 235 [topic] => 6 [informant] => Saitou-sama [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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