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[sid] => 39397
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Hate Myself For Loving You
[time] => 2004-03-19 22:07:14
[hometext] => Wrote this in class today... Can't promise it'll make sense, but hey, had to express myself... I was quite angry with myself, really really hated me...
[bodytext] => I am such an evil person. I didn't even see what I was doing to you. I was selfishly loving you, when you needed to turn away. Now I'm where you were. Now I understand. I'm sorry for all the loving gestures that you had to turn away. I wish you wouldn't hate me, though I cannot blame you. I hate myself for making your life so hard for you. Why can't we at least be friends? We were so close, I'm sorry I took such a drastic move. Can we go back to the way things were, two days ago, perhaps? We were learning to be friends, but now we're fast drifting apart. I do not want to be without you. I'm sorry for loving you so much. [comments] => 3 [counter] => 217 [topic] => 6 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 9 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => AngryPoetry )
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