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[sid] => 39215
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => All The Voices of Suicide
[time] => 2004-03-18 17:40:48
[hometext] => Yesterday in poem form.
[bodytext] => I said good-bye to people who I thought might care. They tried to tell me not to. But it only added to the confusion in my mind. In my head, I heard many voices. I heard my friend crying and pleading, my love saying it wouldn’t be different than all the others. All the voices rung in my ears. Added to the confusion were voices of my own saying “Don’t do it! There’s more to life than this!” And others say, “I have to do this! There’s no other way!” I tried to kill myself to make them all shut up. But I forgot how dumb I was. I can never do anything right. I can’t even die. I cut and cut until there was nowhere left to cut. My wrists just wouldn’t bleed. I’m sorry, world, I tried. I tried to set you free of me. But I guess I’m just too stupid. Please, forgive me... [comments] => 2 [counter] => 230 [topic] => 36 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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