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[sid] => 39213
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Emotionless Monster
[time] => 2004-03-18 17:31:30
[hometext] => Not EXACTLY so much about suicide as emotions... Read it and find out ;)
[bodytext] => I feel like an emotionless monster. numb to all your pain, but drowning in my own. I cannot shed a single tear. Though I cry inside. I feel guilty, just sitting there starring as you cry. All the feeling has been drained out of me, by the sickness in my mind. I’m a slave to my own depression, it pushes others away. It forces me to live alienated, for others do not understand why one so young and “happy” would just give up on living. I know it scares them, but what about me? Don’t they stop to think that maybe I’m scared too? I know I’m being selfish, but I don’t really care. All I know is that things will never be the same. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 147 [topic] => 36 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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