 |
Poems On Site: 198,500+ Comments On Poems: 427,000+ Forum Posts: 105,000+ |
Custom Search
|
|
|
||||
| Welcome ! | Home · FAQ · Topics · Web Links · Your Account · Submit Poetry · Top 30 · OldSite Link | 29-May 17:26:13 AEST | ||
|
|
||||
|
|
||||
|
|
||||
|
Array
(
[sid] => 39175
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Please Stop Caring!
[time] => 2004-03-18 13:17:33
[hometext] => I tried to kill myself yesterday, & this is what came out.
[bodytext] => I wish you wouldn’t care half as much as you do. It tears me up inside. I feel so guilty, causing you all this pain. I was only trying to save you from me, but I only made it worse… I see you crying when I close my eyes, I hear your screaming in my head. I know you’re sad I tried to do this, but I only wanted to make you happy. I’m sorry I cause you so much pain, but your sadness over me doesn’t make me feel loved, It makes me feel like I’m a burden. All the people asking me if I’m okay. Take a ****ing look at me!!! What do you think?! Please stop talking to me. Stop acting like I’m crazy, I promise I won’t do it any more. I just want you to trust me alone. Maybe if I end my life, I won’t have to feel the red hot guilt any more. I know that’s the reason you want to send me away, the reason you want me to talk to people, but why can’t you see that if you leave me alone, and stop worrying so much, that I can deal with this on my own? It was just a fluke. Life seems so unreal now. I don’t know what to feel. Yet people ask me to tell them anyways. I just need time to heal. The way you try to smother me Is only driving me away. I’ll get so far, I’ll hurt myself, and bleed everything away. [comments] => 5 [counter] => 228 [topic] => 36 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
|
Menu
· 
Poetry
Community
Members
Areas
Reference
Search
Top
Others
Poetry is much like a great photo, a single "moment in time" capturing many feelings and emotions. Yet, they are very alive; creating stirrings within the readers who form visual "pictures" of the expressed emotions within the Poem. ©
Opinions expressed in the poetry, comments, forums etc. on this site are not necessarily those of this site, its owners and/or operators; but of the individuals who post items to this site.
Frequently Asked Questions | | | Privacy Policy | | | Contact Webmaster
All submitted items are Copyright © to their submitter. All the rest Copyright © 2002-2050 by Your Poetry Dot Com
All logos and trademarks in this site are property of their respective owners.
Script Generation Time: 0.052 Seconds. - View our Site Map | .© your-poetry.com