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[sid] => 39056
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => How Do I Feel
[time] => 2004-03-17 15:13:03
[hometext] => This poem was inspired by a close friend who is dealing with cancer
[bodytext] => How do I feel? Is all you ever say But do you really want to know What it’s like to be this way? To put into words is so hard to do To try to even explain it to you To wake up in the morning Like it’s a regular day Oh how I wish it were this way. The simplest task that I struggle to do Is so easily taken advantage of by someone like you To deal with the pain I have each day I seem to be a burden and always in your way. How do I feel you continue to ask? How do I feel and how long will this last? The questions and drills are exhausting each day They don’t help the pain fade or go away. Weaker my body each day may get But still you don’t understand me yet How can I explain to you the pain that I feel Its unimaginable, its so unreal. Take your heart and break it in two Still my pain is too much for you. How do I feel yet again you ask? To try to explain This is a hard task Try to imagine your most difficult pain Now multiply that by 1000 again and again You’re still not close to how I feel I am telling you its just unreal To give up is so easy to do But this would only satisfy you I must go on and deal with the pain I must continue, I have so much more to gain. How do I feel? Don’t ask me again For no matter what I tell you In your eyes I’ll never win I hurt inside and out That’s all I have to say I hurt in every way Each and everyday My pain is too intense For you to comprehend But rest assure of one thing My life soon won’t end! [comments] => 1 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 48 [informant] => Dezray [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => EmotionalPoetry )
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