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[aid] => mick
[title] => Blame yourself
[time] => 2004-03-15 12:28:03
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[bodytext] => Every day I se you, Hollow and alone. Helpless, somehow passive, Yet anger you still show. I want to save you. Rescue from demise. To save you from sweet sorrow, But you're convinced it's fine. I beg you stop and listen To my childish rhyme. Hold me in your arms tonight, Untill the ends of time. Still this demon grips you Tightly in it's arms Again, once more I cut myself Bring upon my blood red harm. I don't know how to rescue You from black despair Cannot even stop myself But somehow still I care. A mutual self-help This thing I long to do Begging, pleading, a slow death, One more slice, still left is you. Hypocritical perhaps, Still feeble truth remains. My last attempt to reach you A road of hate and pain. Still I do it yet again, But this time much more deep. Pounding silence fills my head Where are the answers I seek? The deepest red now flows In rivers down my arms. Slowly I embrace the cold, Embrace this deepest harm. Depend upon this hopelessness Redundancy of life. I pray that now you finally see The answer to my strife. Slowly in anger I withdraw Within fear is where I hide. Here to show you what you've caused Embrace this hateful suicide. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 153 [topic] => 36 [informant] => liquidchaos [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 0 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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