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[title] => Not so Diplomatic, I am…
[time] => 2002-09-15 10:52:18
[hometext] => My way of saying sorry, although not done so well, and undiplomatic as what I'm going thru now... have a good one folks, sorry if offended anyone of late.
thanks... Amber Rose :) [bodytext] => I’m not the world’s greatest diplomat For obvious reasons, I just write or say it Some when I write Personally, the point is where it’s at When I write to ALL, its general, perhaps some could benefit But should I have to explain myself each and every time? When writing to ALL, the intent is not something personal But somehow, some take it that way, some feeling an emotional crime? Distinguish the fact between a general to All consul And something of a PERSONAL write to just that one Is it that perhaps, I intimidate unintentionally? I just write as I see, hear, and feel it, just letting it become A write or joke of email to all or a personal note to one to be I’m not strong enough to hold the latching emotions of some I’m going thru a lot inside, a medical dilemma, an overwhelmed heart An abusive, harmful, duel persona of an ex friend Dealings of all of this, in and out of work, seemly so petty and tart Praying for all those who’s darkness falls on me, to end So please, don’t forsake me, because I am so blunt I need to heal inside and out, still trying to clear the pain Of very recent events in my life, this message is to confront A way of saying as nicely as I can, trying to explain That in my time, I’m just me, accept me as I am Doing the best I can, don’t run or scram Really, my recent writes only depict my way Of letting off steam, no personal intent to stay I cannot focus well at this time Feeling very bewildered of many things So for now, as always as I do try, accept my write chimes And let me try to heal, with help of friends, family, of what God brings Amber Rose Yeager – September 14, 2002 [comments] => 2 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 21 [informant] => Rose [notes] => [ihome] => 1 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 3 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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