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[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Take the Hurt Out of All the Pain
[time] => 2004-03-09 17:45:57
[hometext] => Sometimes i feel like im so different and awkward from everyone else...
[bodytext] => It hurts so bad, so deep Down where others fail to see Keep it locked up—hold the façade Continue the charade to hide the flawed Under the surface imperfections hide Force it before they see what’s inside If they touch, if they feel then they might know What will they think when my faults are shown? So many wrongs all around me and within Keep them at bay so they won’t see my sin. So awful, so ugly just don’t let them look So nasty, unhealthy from the beauty they took Look away I am so unworthy of your stare I know it must be my fault you didn’t want me there I’m awkward and loud, so unlike the rest I want to be normal but that’s impossible to test Everyone else knows what to talk, think and feel Like there’s some script to this life but I know that’s not real I think way too much and it’s hard to say What I really want when my thoughts get in my way How can they all be so sure? They act so coy, so sweet, so demure. I’m so tired of hiding behind meaningless “things” Makeup, clothes, what good do they bring? All this deception, and it’s all so fake With all these perfects, who can relate? They just ignore me and my awkward stance. They see right through me with their shallow glance They think I’m hollow, so ugly and wrong At least now I know that’ll I’ll never belong. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 177 [topic] => 13 [informant] => kayald [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => DarkPoetry )
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