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[sid] => 37996
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => I Wait For You
[time] => 2004-03-09 17:07:45
[hometext] => I almost did it yesterday, when I remembered my vow...
[bodytext] => Today I almost killed myself, but almost doesn’t cut it. I had the blade to my wrist, ready to slash, when I remembered the promise I made to myself. I promised that I would tell the one whom I held most dear, before I killed myself good bye, and that I love him. I wanted to say “I’m sorry for causing you so much pain. I’m sorry I dumped you and I always will be.” I have to tell him it’s not his fault I want to do this. I want to hug him one last time, I want to see his beautiful face. For it will be the last beautiful thing I see. And so for you, my love, my rose, I wait to die. So one last time, I may say good-bye. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 235 [topic] => 36 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 13 [ratings] => 3 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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