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[aid] => mick
[title] => To Die... Or Not,
[time] => 2004-03-08 17:30:20
[hometext] => Thoughts I've had today... It's been quite trying...
[bodytext] => No more tears to cry, No more blood to bleed, No more hope to have. So I sit alone and wish to die. So seduced by suicide, so paralyzed with pain... Nothing left to live for, Except for a bit of family that needs me. But if I’m dead, I wouldn’t care, I wouldn’t feel the hot guilt, running down my throat. I wouldn’t have to feel. But if I die, a few would mourn. But only three that I can think of... I know I’m being somewhat selfish, but aren’t they, for wanting me to stay? If I did died, I’d be free; out of this screwed up world, that’s treated me so badly, Yet so well... Which also makes me even more guilty, knowing that there are others who have a lot more to be sad about. Yet I act like the world is crashing down. If I kill myself, I won’t have to deal with this anymore... [comments] => 1 [counter] => 327 [topic] => 36 [informant] => WorthlesSanity666 [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 0 [ratings] => 0 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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