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[sid] => 3762
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => The Final Call
[time] => 2002-09-13 05:55:38
[hometext] => A poem about hiding painful feelings and suicide
[bodytext] => When im feeling down
and tears are streaming down my face I'll keep them all in a hankerchief and on the day... that it pours down I'll let the rain wash them away. When my heart breaks and with you I can no longer stay i'll place my heart in my pocket and when its time to let go of the pain I'll let my angel come and take it on that day. When i get called names I'll store them in the back of my mind thats what I do.. and I'll keep them there until I stop believing they are true. When you take away something thats important I'll try and substitute it for something else I'll search for it my whole life with or without anyones help. When I see my kids cry and hear them telling me they hate me I'll ignore the lump that sits in my throat and I'll hang my feelings alongside my heart... in the pocket of my coat. When you hit me and leave me blue and bruised I'll wear long sleeve shirts and pants to cover up the abuse that you put me through. When my wrist bleeds and I no longer feel the need or have the place to store anymore.. I will make the final call. [comments] => 1 [counter] => 263 [topic] => 36 [informant] => Demon [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 10 [ratings] => 2 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Suicide )
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