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[sid] => 37500
[catid] => 1
[aid] => mick
[title] => Don't even get it my self
[time] => 2004-03-05 18:36:54
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[bodytext] => How can I exspect you to get it, When I my self don't even understand, How can I blame you for all that has been, I don't even like my self enough to be my own freind, I lashed out at you for loving me as I was, Standing next to me for what I neve could be, As this ugly world engulfed me, You were there, So now I pleed, Pleed for you to hear me out and I know you don't owe me a thing, Try one last time to be heart felt and listen to me please, While I try and explain, I can't exsecpt you to understand, When I don't even get it my self, How I abused the only one who didn't treat me like a desiease, I showed you no mercy as I pulled you to your knees, I loved you and hated me, Idon't know why all I showed you was the ugly side, Hate filled screams and petty pride, How could you love me? I can't even get it so how can I exsepct you to understand, I stand here crying with my blood filled hands from tearing us in two, After all that you had indured from making us one, How can I dare exspect you to understand: When I don't even get it my self! Amy Maker 1-30-04 [comments] => 1 [counter] => 164 [topic] => 21 [informant] => rainchaser [notes] => [ihome] => 0 [alanguage] => english [acomm] => 0 [haspoll] => 0 [pollID] => 0 [score] => 4 [ratings] => 1 [editpoem] => 1 [associated] => [topicname] => Lifepoems )
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